Thought Disorder

Saturday, September 16, 2006

AM FINALLY USING THE COMPUTER AFTER WEEKS OF ABSTINENCE HAH THANK YOU VERY MUCHLY.

Meanwhile, 've got some buzzing in my ear, tryna make it go away and CONCENTRATE/FOCUS. I swear I will change my seat next year cause I'm completely blind from behind and have a thrilling tendency to fall asleep easily. Dayamm I regret slacking and stoning these two days cuz so much hell could be done and I just dmnit wasted them 'way. With TWELVE DAYS TO EXAMS well haven't dived into pouring over the sianzors textbooks/notes/10 year series/assessments *sigh* Something bad tells me that it's bad (hurhur)

It's hardcore math tonight and truckloads of filing.

I could do away with all these shit in 18 days. That's it. I'M PATIENT AND I'LL BE A GOOD GIRL AND WORK HARD :D
(and physics still suck bad)

7:47 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

Anyhow, i don't know if dropping jap is considerably a good option, 'cause i'm starting to feel a surge of regret in me. Hell. Jap is <3 but hell hard. Just lazy /: WELLL feels like cola. Fizz first, diminish fade away and poof, no more tickling tinge no more enthusiasm. Hurhurhur. Grr I don't know but it's like hell sad when i think of dropping this extra subject which i mugged so hard for these years (and getting to flaunt it, although i suck but nobody knows :D) And, it's a cool language /:

For now,
HELLO I LUFF PHYSICS, CAN SOMEONE LIKE TEACH ME. PLEASE. (i swear i have no idea how those prcs can take it like simple shit 'cuz it ain't no simple shit!)

Mmmpf.

12:38 AM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Sometimes i don't comprehend those silent demands.

(How can i if i don't even know myself thoroughly. Well seriously there're strange perpetual contemplations bombarding my mind, they say doubt and insecurity. They keep happening and they're almost impossible to ditch. What's reality and what's not, almost got me all disoriented for a moment days ago. I could sit in front of the tv and watch all day if it could make them go away because things seem much smooth-sailing in the box than in mine. And there's no form of consolation, when the action in the box ends, and when i finally return. Almost invisible. P'haps if i never uttered there'll be this buried existence. kthx. What i tell you, you'll never tell me)

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down

9:59 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Yaye holidays now, but term four's gonna be hella. EOYs two weeks from starting of school and frankly, i haven't really gotten down to real studying and that thought sucks.

At this juncture, homework and stress are simultaneously piling up. Nice. And strangely, cca during the holidays? *gasp*

I lied during parent-child day today and i'll just take my words back here. Like i think physics is the real mccoy. The genuine bane of my life. (cos i can write zuo wens much effortlessly and whinelessly than before, no shit) Haha i think physics is gonna pull me down till i drop it, which is, if i count, a very long time later. Know why. 'Cause we have lim who's like crap and um, what the hell is he talking about? And. I CAN'T DO THOSE ANNOYING CALCULATIONS so that's the end of my journey here.

Omg i think i gotta start revision for eoys or i'll just be courting death. Maybe tomorrow. Not today, though. It's just a slack day and it ought to have a slack ending. (:

10:38 PM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.